alone doesn't mean i'm lonely

yup...hope this feeling will make me up...
hope this feeling will make up my days...
donno y..donno when...donno what...
make me suddenly feel like this...
may be i'm going home to see my family...
miss my family damn much...especially my little bro
aqif iman...IMAN AH NAK BALIK!!!
AH RINDU~~ IMAN!!!

yup truly now i'm alone...means single...
but single doesnt mean i cant happy rite?
i admit...a little awkward when u not by my side...
in the past...every morning when i woke up...
i got message from u "assalakmualaikum cinta...selamat pagi rindu"
but now...when i woke up...theres nothing...
in the past...my phone always rang..coz almost 24hours u will text me...
at the nite we will on the phone...
in the past...i have u to had u to missed me...
in the past i had you to love me...
but now no one...so a little bit awkward...
but i try hard to smile...to make my day...to smile brightly...to laugh happily...
i really want text you n say "TATAM I MISS U SO MUCH"
but i cant...i cant help my self to stop missing you...

haaiissshhh CIK TED at home...
now when im in trouble i dont have anyone to story..to sharing...
so CIK TED wait for me...i want u by my side...
CIK TED...gifted from someone that i use to love : NADHAIL...
he gave CIK TED coz he said he cant guard me when i'm at labuan...
so by giving CIK TED he said i wont be alone :')
but us doesnt mean to be together... :')
he nice guy...n i'am a bad gurl...
how come he will be mine rite??

and the last one KOALA!!!
hahaha even though CIK TED not by my side rite now...
but i have KOALA....
people aroung me asked y i love KOALA??
and i said coz he(SLY) gave me this name...
he describe my character same like KOALA...
at first i quite disappointed...how come he make compare me and KOALA...
but i do some research about KOALA..i fell in love with it...
hahahaha quite funny...KOALA..
when i said that "AKU KOALA....AND ALWAYS KOALA"
it seems like i got a new spirit to wake up...
coz at that time I"M BEING A KOALA...NOT FARAH THAT ALWAYS
BEEN HURTING...NOT FARAH THAT ALWAYS CRIED...NOT FARAH THE BAD GURL"
if i have a magic..i want to be like KOALA...
I DONT WANT TO BE FARAH...
now i told people around me...call me faz...dont ever call me farah...
coz i want to buried farah...and be a new person...that always laugh....
that always smile...that always make people around me feel my warm :)

u see...even you dumped me i still have KOALA n CIK TED that always with me...
i also have GOD n FAMILY that willing support me...